Something I need to say

So,

Basically this is an open letter, to a certain person. If you think this is for you--it probably is.

First, I want to let you know, when you asked me if I said anything--I wasn't lying when I said no. At the time I could not remember saying anything like that, or anything at all about you.

When I got home, I tried piecing through each bit of info and realized that something was said. Not what was relayed....but yes, something was said.

What I actually said was never intended to be spread, was never intended to hurt or narc on you. I fully admit that it is my fault for saying anything in the first place, no matter the intentions. All I can say is that I'm truly sorry and I'm truly sorry for breaking your trust. I can only hope that you can forgive me and I can build that trust again.

I do hope you can trust in what was really said did not mention your feelings exclusively. It included my own as well...why I haven't felt the fall out from that yet, I can't be sure.

I don't write this to stir things up. I don't write this to call anyone a liar. I don't write this to do anything but get this off my chest....and to apologize.

To you, I'm sorry.